tag replies! :D

24 July
umar: hehhh! thnks! (:

25 July
aennn: cutestuff(?) hehhhh! thnks hunneh!(:

26 July
IASFiiOna: hehh! APA SAJA SOFIA! (: , ily too!
wei yan : LINKING IN PROGRESS DARLING! (:
nabeelah : sofia lawa? mesti la,girlfriend siapa kann? cheh! ily sayang!

27 July
Lynn : awwee~ yeaaa. im still wishing and hoping and praying for us to be like old times kan? (:
i still love you girls la k? :D
IASFiiOna-nabeelah: apaaa sajaaa! da kena puji kembang-an la tu! (: hehhh!
IASFiiOna :yesyes cancan! ily too like crazy retarded ass! :D
christeee :haaaah. yeaaaa. LAWL(?) thnks for stopping by anw(:
Mirah : ELEH! tak nak share sudaaaaah! hmph! cheh! okeh la i upload la k? (:
nabeelah :wahhh! your friend and i samesame! kesiann kamu yea? (:

29 July
Mirah: haaaah! same boat pe! (: kalau boat ada kamu, nanti confirm sink nyaaa!cheh! okeh mepek! :D

phew! finally tag replying is done? (:
haaaah!
so manyyy tagss.
well yea not really but still alot kann?
anw.

yesterday i watch LOVE.
hehhh.
been watching alot of indonesian love movies recently.
i dunnoe why.(:
i just find it nice.
anw its like a combinationg of Love Actually and First 50 dates(?)
yeaaa.
abit laa.
its about 6 couples in love in different situation.
its a nice movie la.
hehhh!
im gonna watch Selamanya next!



followed by Coklat Stroberi.


hehhh.
yesterday kannn,i took over morning assembly.
you know gave the command and screeeeam the pledge infront of th school.
euu know what?
i SHAKE non-stop, and its SUPER OBVIOUS.
heyy, its SUPER SCARY tauuu!
Sofia say my skirt shaking vigorously.
haaah.
i think i did not so well.
because part pledge,i dont really shout my lungs out.
heheheh! (:
ada kata suara cute la.
some say my voice SUPER loww! (:
ahahahah!
okehhh.
its fun laaa.
it can actually boost up my confidence.
and thats what im lacking.
and Sofia darling tak suka sebab i got low self esteem.
it takes time hunneh!

today i came to school with BIG blisters on both my legs.
you know the part your shoe ends there?
ard there la somewhere near your heels(:
SUPER PAIN SIOL!
it stick to my socks and it was screaming at me.
and yes,im in serious PAIN!
like it stick to my socks la and super painful to peel out.
infact, i was screaming my lungs out when i took out my socks just now!
haaaah!
geee~
thnks to kayakking!
but i did have fun last sunday.
kayak for like 10+ km? (:
yeaaa.
its like an achievement for me la sey.
some more, i keep on changing pairs.
first i was with willy then change to aini then on th way back,
i was paired with audrey.
=.=
both small girls controlling a double kayak(:
YES!
we had a hard time at sea!
anyhooo we do made it.
yes!
i manage to irritate alot of people with my
"APA SAJA!"
ahahahah!
especially Azwan(sp?)
hehhhh!
i do make alot of new friends! (:
anw our destnation was Changi to Coney Island then back to Changi(:
came back school,got de-brief then went home with Shafiq.
hehh.
we walk homeeee.
then walk kat dark tempat yang the new track to Chinese Garden(:
SUPER gelap laaa oi.
reach home,thinking there was dinner.
im like famished(?)
sekali got a little only.
just eat.
i was waiting for incredible Tales to start.
sekali da knockout.
sedihhh kann? (:
so yeaaa.
sleep then wake up at ard 2am.
omgggg.
my whole body hurts alot la
worst than hell.
cnt sleep since thenn.
still i went to school the next dayy!
see i SUPER good girl kannn?

omggg.
the whole post like rojak.
its all over th place.
hehhh!
im looking forward to friday! (:
YAY FRIDAY!
cross country! (:
cnt wait.
oh shit!
i hope my blister will get better by then(:
*prays hardddd.
ehhh!
posy panjaaang!
abehh mau bangga!
anw yeaaa.
im done! (:


aku tidak ingin melihat dia menderita dan hampa lagi
tidak ingin melihat dia terluka dan berdarah lagi
tidak ingin mendengar tangisan dia lagi
samapi di sini sajalah
jiwa nya sengsara,
jiwanya meronta
akan aku akhirinya,
untuk pertahankan cinta ini.





hey boy,i miss us and th old times.
i've been reading our past chats on msn.
and it really show how much we've drifted apart.
how come?
we crap alot last time.
i really mean alot.
you cheer me up,make me laugh.
you are like part of my life.
has history changed us?
or is it the present?
whatever it is.
i miss you so much.
i want to spend time with you.
just th two of us.
i miss looking at your eyes.
i miss making euu laugh.
i miss making euu smile.
i miss listening to your problems.
i miss sharing secrets.
i miss talking to you.
i miss pouring everything on you.
i miss you.
every piece of you.
yes i still love you.
the feelings dont change
i will never, brother(:
like old time again please?